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I saw you walk in, and I wagged to say hi. you looked down at me, and then you walked by. I peeked through my gate, and watched as you played, with the prettiest dogs in the shelter that day. I had a bath and a brushing and I think I look swell, my nails are clipped and I don't even smell. You must not have noticed me when you picked out your new friend, so I'll wait for the next family and go home with them. Then they came in, and they all looked my way, they pointed and laughed, I thought, "this is my day"! But then they left too, without saying goodbye, they took one of the pretty dogs, I wondered why. I ma

They say they know how you feel They say that the pain isnt real They say the anger will fade away They say there shall be better days If they felt the pain you knew They wouldnt know how to pull through If they saw the world through your eyes They would want to crawl away and die They say the world is full of love They say that he loves all from above They say that you are not alone They say that you have a wonderful home If they knew the ache you had They would be driven insane and mad If they could see the life you knew Would they still love all and you Now they know how you feel Now the wounds shall finally heal For they

My pockets filled with rocks I touch the water with my toe My whole body starts to shiver, It feels like at least ten below. I start to breathe in bit of water Thanks to the winds humidity And thanks to all the pain I've endured Towards death I feel no timidity. I take my final breath before To depths unknown I go And to the world that made me do it My lust for death I'll show. Into the water I jump I feel my self slowly start to fall And all I hear is people's laughter Torturing me through it all. But my head is turned upward And I can see the full moons light And as I continue falling it's slowly Disappearing out of sight

Could you ever see The darkness that held me Could you ever hear That little voice of fear Could you ever know When my pain was to show Could you ever smile When i was living in denial. Have you ever known When my tears were shown Have you ever seen The lies that lie between Have you ever cared When i was alone and scared Have you ever gazed When my eyes were ablaze. Were you ever there When i needed someone to care Were you ever to know When my spirits soared so low Were you ever alone When your choices were unknown Were you ever scared When my death was declared. Were you there that day When in the ground i lay Wer

She was nothing She meant nothing to no one When she was gone, no one noticed She left the earth; Travelled in her minds eye, Far from earth, she sat in the gardens of heaven. As she looked down on the world she saw that no one had noted her dissappearence She could see herself, hanging from the trees The noose making a dark circle around her neck A man walking in the woods saw her. He left her there to hang; Too afraid of what people would say. He was infatuated with her, wondering who is she? He sat and watched her, swaying in the breeze The hours passed and he finally left She watched her mother at a dinner party; Telling

I’ll count you on my fingers One and two And I’ll wonder what happened To everything I ever planned Assumed Cause what I’ve got now is one and two I’ll wander around with the faces These ones are gone And I’ll give you one last fuck you

I don't want to lose me But I need to change A walking cliché To my dismay Cut out like everybody else What I never wanted I don't want to lose what I am But I need a way To feel brand new To feel I'm me I'm everything they expect now I'm everything they blame I need to get away I need someone new I need to be someone new This urgent desire This burning fire Away with it all I need something more Something new